you don't know how much it hurts inside. you just don't, okay. so shut up. what is wrong with you? i've tried to accept, be a so called good guy. buy i'm not a bad guy okay. i'm nice. think about it, how bad have i actually be. without knowing, just anyhow say. i'm tired of losing every single time, i'm tired of everything. it is just so.. i don't know, sad? yes, it's pathetic. i've haven't been archieving anything good since i was born. i wanted to make people change their point of view about me. but i guess i failed. people i like doesn't seem to like me, but other people. i mean i don't expect people to like me, just one will do. i will treasure. i've been trying hard. but i can't take the pressure. it's just so hard. how do you people did it. i don't know. some people just seem to get everything they want. why make life so hard for me. i don't expect to get everything i want, but just some will do. i promise i'll treasure it. and yes, i'm always in the wrong, happy?
i can't stand a lot of people now. they are just so annoying. first, person number one. who does she think she is la. you think you know everything, you think you're clever, whatever. i don't care. just don't piss me off by telling me what to do. like as if i really don't know. hello, i have a mouth. if i don't know, i can ask, ok? and your attitude, please change. okay, now i know why everybody hate you. to think i actually think you were okay last time. i guess i was wrong. don't act enthu when you're not. just one word, fake. and stop sticking to people when they don't want you to, and please, stop acting like you're very close to people. okay, next person number two. i'll go to you when i feel like it at some other posts in the future. go ahead, scold. i use to care, but not anymore.
and yet another meaningless post.